I went to a party once and everyone was supposed to pitch in some money to buy adderall. I had never tried or even heard of it but I was young and stupid so I gave them 20 bucks. Later on, after we all took it, everybody was going crazy and having a good time and I was just sitting on the couch quietly so I googled ‘adderall’ on my phone and learned that it’s used to treat ADHD.
I have ADHD.
I paid 20 dollars to calm down.
stop whatever you’re doing right now and come into the present moment. Take a deep breath, hold your breath for just a moment or two exploring that space of no time, complete presence, feel your heat beating, remember your first kiss, the smell of your favorite flower… and as you breathe out send your love into the world, now go back to whatever you were doing
yeah mom im ok i just dont want to be alive haha
i wanna get hot and fit and healthy but like i dont wanna stop living off junk food and watching tv shows and sleeping until 4pm ya feel me
So so so stupid to think you’d actually go through with plans pre-made. I have to make appointments for your time but everyone one else just gets a free pass.